love

this coversation kinda displays how well my brain is working right now...

williedue: how's yoru sunday been?
DoubleODT: christina is here
williedue: yang?
DoubleODT: yeah
williedue: sweet. high christina
williedue: hi*
williedue: wow
DoubleODT: dang
williedue: i'm delerious or something, i cant spell
DoubleODT: you really are sick

It's strange, but for some reason, the feeling of being sick brings back strong memories of childhood, love, and Christmas. I guess I always felt intense love and care from my mom and dad when I was really young and sick, and I have been sick many times around Christmas. I remeber one year everyone in our family was sick on Christmas and we all huddled together on my parents bed and watched all the Star Wars movies on a small TV set. Other years I just remember being in bed a lot during winter break and popping pills every 4 hours and then sleeping and then waking up and feeling like crap, but also feeling a lot of love in the household.